Looking back at my post in Feb about the Women's Retreat, I see that I am still dealing with the same stuff as if it were new. I still don't know what to do about Worship Ministry.
That's interesting to me.
I am looking at perhaps going down just Saturdays when the baby comes so I can just go to church on Sundays. While I was a weepy puddle of tears yesterday thinking about all this transition, my incredibly smart husband reminded me that stepping down opens the door for others to be in worship ministry, but by no means closes the door for me. That made me feel a lot better. Just because now isn't the time, doesn't mean that there will never be a time for it again.
So I think for a while, I will focus on normalcy and getting closer to God. I can't pour into other people if I haven't been filled. AND, right after I had that discussion with my hubby, I saw an ad on the announcements at church for a class coming up during 2nd service. I REALLY want to take this class. Isn't that just dandy?
So...stay tuned cuz my life-it-is-a-changing
It Was Time
6 years ago
2 comments:
I, for some reason, just now read this. I felt the same way too when I was pregnant with Scarlet. Unfortunately, we don't have a Saturday service; we only had one on Sunday. This meant taking a couple of months off, which I didn't do with Samantha and ended up going through bad PP depression. ANYWAYS, I commend your decision and I think that no matter WHAT decision you make, ultimately, God is going to steer you it the right direction. Sheesh, I could have just said that from the beginning, huh? :)
Yeah it's hard. The more I think about it, the more I'm just not ready to give it up... but then sometimes I just get so tired. you know? I guess I'll try it and see. We have plenty of other ladies who are equipped and available to sing, and if I end up stepping down someday, they'll be there... you know?
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